Category: December 1875

From morning until evening, preparations; in the evening R. presents me with a beautiful dress, yet the fairest gift of all are his words to me: “The only God I possess is my love for thee.” After the gifts have been exchanged, R. reads aloud from “Don Quixote”, over which we…

A fine day; R., despite an ugly dream (he hid himself, was detained, taken prisoner), in good spirits — and I also, despite a deep sorrow that seems it will never end! Quietly decorated the Christmas tree at sunset; nuts and apples gleaming in the golden light — a cheerful…

Further Christmas errands, my mother’s heart heavily burdened! — R. confers yet again with Herr Feustel regarding his affairs; he has written to Herr Voltz that he will have nothing more to do with Herr Batz! Proceedings against Herr Fürstner are being initiated, though with what prospect of success? ……

Christmas errands — and with them much joy in the little ones, covering a deep sorrow! — R. must confer with our friend Feustel; Herr Fürstner and Herr Batz have joined hands to despoil him of everything! He will doubtless have to bring suit against both; dreadful glimpses into the…

The children bring me very poor marks; my reproof on this is received by Daniella in the saddest manner. Boni, too, breaks out into complaints, yet afterward feels heartfelt remorse for them; Daniella—poor child—seems to have resolved to carry her point here by sheer defiance! … What is there for…

A very good night in our own home! The children early in the garden; I write several letters and set the affairs in order. Our friend Feustel comes by to speak of Batz and Fürstner; one thing he knows, and I as well, though R. not yet—that Prince Bismarck has…