Category: February 1875

Wrote to the children (for the second time), made some errands. In the afternoon, drove to Princess Hohenlohe, meeting her for the first time in 15 years, odd impression. Afterwards, with the charming Marie D., saw Prince Liechtenstein again. R. holds a rehearsal with Frau Materna and Glatz; not exactly…

R. slept very well, I sleepless, thinking anxiously of the house. Visits with R.; to Makart’s astonishing studio; a sublime cupboard of curiosities.[1] To Angeli, in the evening to “Fidelio”, not a bad performance. R. not with me. (Saw Uncle Liszt again.) [1] The word “Rumpelkammer” cannot be directly translated…

Packing and saying our goodbyes, arrangements made. On the train, I waved to the children. R. and I "for the first time alone"[1] in a long while, meaning for the moment free from worries. A serene mood comes over us; also hope the children are well taken care of. Much…

R. not well – I practically sneak past him, avoid questioning him, only try to make him forget. When he laughs heartily, it feels as though I have triumphed over the forces of life.  Many preparations for our departure tomorrow. The cook announces her departure, and the entire staff is…

More visits were made with Elisabeth N. During this, envisioned a conversation with Karl Kolb regarding the inn question, R. occupied with various matters, and I fear quite anxious! Feustel comes to him once again to confer. A growing cause for concern is that I am suddenly strongly advised against…

Eva's birthday. The dear, modest child was deeply moved to find herself suddenly the center of attention. R. plays her melody to her! – A conversation with dear friend Feustel; most embarrassing financial situation. R. intends to break with Schott and enter into an agreement with Peters[1], who offers him…