Eva’s birthday. The dear, modest child was deeply moved to find herself suddenly the center of attention. R. plays her melody to her! –
A conversation with dear friend Feustel; most embarrassing financial situation. R. intends to break with Schott and enter into an agreement with Peters[1], who offers him three times as much for an overture. Proof of theft by Messrs. Voltz and Batz (Frankfurt Theater). R. fears breaking off from them, for otherwise there will be no one to conduct his affairs. Feustel is greatly concerned about our situation. A new loan. R. is deeply disheartened.
In the evening, a discussion about the reception of guests for the performances. Nothing is being done by the city. I cannot fathom how R. endures all these worries. Added to this, confusing news from the concert in Vienna. The entire matter had been undertaken with Richter’s assistance, yet he is now unable to get leave, which, incidentally, he knew when he requested time off for the wedding!! The only thing that reassures me is seeing him go to bed and know that sleep will lift those towering worries from his mind. “But one also dreams!” – Eva very unwell.
[1] The Peters publishing house, RW writes to Mazière, offered 3000 thalers for a concert overture.
Revised English translation by Jo Cousins.